=//i put on for mah country\\=

"i put oooooooon" (in a kanye voice..lol)

so lately i've been tryna get more into the culture && history of mah familia && speand time with them all...which is kinda hard cuz we're spread out across the US and a few of the rellies are in central america..lol...

so after doing much airline && hotel research i decided i am going to panama at least for a good two weeks!!! im so excited..because mah pops always tells meeh stories about mah g-rents//his parents (r.i.p papa && grammy) when they lived in panama && how beautiful it is there && traditions they had && it really just amp'd meeh up to get more into mah panamanian side. i told mah homeboi this && he responded w.."yuh need to get into yuhr black side first.."lol...funny cuz people think just cuz im from la jolla && talk more on the proper side instead of ghetto side that im nawt in tune w mah black side..which i am...trust meeh....buh im a la jolla girl && will be forever..lol..i remember i used to tell people i was portugese && black instead ove panamanian && black because to meeh panamanian just seemed black && portugese seemed more exotic....buh as i matured i realized how great ove a country//race we are! so yeah....

"we da best...who nicccca...we!!!!" (in a dj khaled voice) ha ha

back to mah FAVORITE country..lol...so ive been looking around at hotels && even ticket prices && am so prepared...i havent told mah pops yet..becuase hes a worry wart && might say no...which as everyone knows..i HATE to hear..lol..so im tryna think ove a way to tell him about it so he can get the tickets && hotel for meeh! since im nawt ms. richie rich...i need him to say yes...plus if he says yes then i dont have to get the hotel && i can just stay w the familia!! yup...that'd be tony the tiger!!!

i can only hope he says yes..i mean he HAS to...at this point in mah life i only know mah panamanian cuzzins who live in cali && thats even lightweight cuz its nawt like they are in daygo...more like pasadena ( one ove mah cuzzos was one of the mains in pharrells "frontin" video..Lanisha..love yuh cuzzo!) && ish...&& i mean why wuddnt he want meeh to get more in touch with mah panamanian side while traveling the world...the way i see it...its like killing two birds with one plan ticket..lol...plus mah pops is hella into his "culture" i guess yuh can say..like he knows all the dishes (which are yummy!!) ..he speaks spanish (unlike i) he knows the tamborito (a spanish dance over in panama) && hes been there himself a few times...

so with that being said...i KNOW he HAS to say YES!!!!!!!!! he better...lol...

so with meeh being so sure of getting a yes on mah panama quest....

the only question left

is whos down for the trip...holla at a gangsta(thats meeh)

misz talia dunkz

*****

haha..now im changing mah theme song...

new shit is

"gangstas dont die..

they get toned && they move to panama"

(instead ove la jolla..lol)