ilyxdunkz

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{[im addicted to yuh! im addicted to yuh!// yuh entice meeh on the daily// thats why yuhr mah baby// i love to feel yuhr touch && althoe i may stray// to blazers..jordans..&& pumps// DUNKZ...yuh will always be the one i want]} ilyximy=pook

Thursday, June 25

=// l i f e \=



wuddnt that be awesOme.....

Monday, June 15

=// O n e . y e a r \\=


darnell anthony smith
03.05.88-06.15.08
ilyximy=poOk

one year ove being hurt..sad..confused..&& simply lost in this world
i love yuh babe!
-natalia a smith

=// t r u e . l O v e \\=

t r u e . l O v e

OCTOBER 2004

JUNiOR YEAR

iT ALL SEEMS SO PERFECT

YUH HAVE THiS AFFiNiTY LiKE NO OTHER

SO YUH START TO GET CLOSER && CLOSER...


DATES..

ANNiVERSARIES..

PROMiSE RiNGS..

SHARiNG LOCKERS..

THEN AFTER ALL OF THE TEARS..

REVEALiNG OVE FEARS && YEARS..

LAUGHS GiGGLES & SNEARS...


YUH START TO DRiFT

FARTHER && FARTHER APART

YELLiNG..

CURSiNG..

BREAKiNG UP && MAKiNG UP..

WONDERiNG iF iT'S EVEN MEANT TO BE..

TiL ALL THE DOWNS SEEM LiKE UPS

&& ALL THE UPS SEEM LiKE DOWNS

OTHERS COME....

BUH YET..YUH && HE HAVE THiS BOND...

A BOND LiKE NO OTHER..

A BOND THAT NO OTHER CUDD POSSiBLY EVER COME BETWEEN..

A BOND CALL'D LOVE......


SO NO MATTER WHO COMES...

THEY NEVER LAST..

BECAUSE iN THE END..

YUH NAWT ONLY WANT..

BUH NEED HiM

&& HE NAWT ONLY WANTS..

BUH NEEDS YUH..


YUH LOOK iN HiS BEAUTiFUL BROWN EYES

&& HE DOESNT HAVE TO SAY A WORD...

BECAUSE YUH KNO iTS THERE...

YUH CAN SEE iT..

ALL THE LOVE..COMPASSiON && CARE iN THE WORLD...

RiGHT THERE iN HIS EYES..


&& WHEN HE LOOKS AT YUH HE CAN SEE THE SAME...

HE KNOWS YUH LOVE HiM..

HE CAN SEE iT iN YUHR EYES..

HEAR iT iN YUHR WORDS..

FEEL iT iN YUHR TOUCH..


NO MATTER HOW MUCH YUH RESiST..

YUHR DESTiNED FOR EACH OTHER..

DESTiNED TO BE TOGETHER..

DESTiNED TO SHARE EACH OTHERS DREAMS..

DESTiNED TO BE EACH OTHERS REALiTiES..

POiNT-> bLANK_ PERiOD.


&& THAT RiGHT THERE iS WHEN YUH HAVE FOUND

THE ONE TRUE LOVE THAT GOD HAS PLACED ON THiS EARTH FOR YUH...

THE ONE LOVE THAT iS TRUE..

THE ONE LOVE THAT iS PURE..

THE LOVE OVE YUHR LiFE...


i LOVE YUH

DARNELL ANTHONY SMiTH

03.05.88-06.15.08

ilyximy=poOk

R.i.P


NOW && FOREVER=DAS&&NAS



misz talia dunkz








Friday, June 12

=//simply lost && confused\\=


june 15 2008 was the worst day ove mah life...
mah boyfriend ove 4 years Darnell was taken away from meeh..
still to this day i have had none ove mah questions answered...
who did this cowardly act ove violence?
why did this coward kill an innocent young man?
how cudd God allow this to happen?
how cudd one coward affect soooo many peoples lives?
monday will be a year since this horrific day...
monday will be the day i have been dreading for months
monday will be another hard horrific day
im so lost to why this shit happens...
"the good die young " is like one ove the truest statements every spoken!

i miss yuh darnell && yuh already know this..i'll make sure i bump jeezy hella loud on mah system all day..watch as much family guy as possible..eat a cheeseburger && fries && drink a hi-c just for yuh babe..&& all while wearing yuhr jordan basketball shorts w a white tee && mah j's...chillin like old times..lol..

damn babe...i really need yuh buh i know it just aint bout to happen...
i know yuh got mah back thoe && thank yuh for all ove the blessings..

from the condo to the dopest job ever..to the brand new whip...
&& also for one ove the best jeezy mixtapes ever!!!
thank yuh for loving meeh while yuh were here the way yuh did..
thank yuh for teaching meeeh soooo much that i still use to this day && always will use..
thank yuh for treating meeh like a queen && giving meeh everything i wanted & needed!
thank yuh for being the best role modle possible for mah liddle baby bro..yuhr liddle cuzzins..&& yuhr liddle bros..


thanlk yuh for arguin w meeh a/b dumb shit so that i wudd realize the obvious...
thank yuh for picking meeh up at the craziest hours ove the night && gettin meeh home safely..
thank yuh for making the best alcoholic slushies at yuhr g'mas house!

thank yuh for gettin meeh pills && soup && gatorade when i had the worst cramps!
thank yuh for carrying meeh up the stairs to mah bed && nawt dropping meeh.
thank yuh for teaching meeh how to workout && getting meeh addicted..like yuh..
thank yuh for installing in meeh so much morals && values && respect for mahself..
thank yuh for the long walks to 7-11 when we needed fresh air!
thank yuh for being mah first everything && being sooo patient && respectful...
thank yuh fro doing it bigger than any other doode from the newest cadillac cts to having the best fits known to mankind..
thank yuh for being the best man yuh cudd be at only the age ove 20..
thank yuh for teachin meeh to love && how to be love..
thank yuh for being yuh...
darnell anthony smith


yuh know i got yuh forever && i know yuh got meeh
yuh will always be mah pookaluke!

i can still hear yuhr voice...
"yuh know we keep that portugese girl..natalia dunkz"
lmao
yuhr were a mess babe..buh i loved it!

thank yuh for the memories && best moments ove mah life!
ilyximy=pOok






Monday, June 1

my mom recieved this book as a gift && texted meeh 2 tell meeh that if i was going to be dating then i NEEDED to read this book...lol...in response i had told her i think like a man on the daily so iont need to read the words of one..
on && one thoe...its funny how a majority of woman are so gunghoe over this book...i mean actually reading this shit to get pointers on how to deal with a man... i just dont get it...i mean i learn how to deal with men from my previous experiences of dealing with men or shall i say aszholes....
&& i like how he (steve) says to "think like a man"..WTF.. its a proven fact that women mature faster than men && that they ususally are smarter then them as well... so why shudd we as women dumb down to play mans games... im just nawt willing to do that in order to "get" a man... i'd rather get w a man that iont have to read a book or play games to figure out...which brings meeh to another GREAT point...
this book is obviously for woman tryna get a "black man" because i tell yuh....iont have to do any ove the shit i had to do//go thru with a black man that i go thru with mah doode ( hes nawt black)...so i guess if yuh wanna dumb yuhrself down to the average black mans level in order to find "love" then i guess i'll see yuh in barnes && nobles purchasing this book above...
&& when that relationship fails..puhleeeze dont play steve..
blame yuhrself for conorming to society..feeling as if yuh need to be the next jay-z && beyonce && listening to a man who just left his 2nd wife (yup 2nd wife..2nd divorce) for a younger woman....
until next time...
with diamondz && dunkz
misz dunkz